TO BE or NOT TO BE?

I have been thinking alot lately about the military....I am about 2 years away from my ETS date which is Jan. 10, 2012. I need to make a decision on whether of not I wanna be a civilian or remain in the military. My plan is to deploy one last time and while I am deployed save my money, and get certified as a paralegal so I can work full time once I get out and go to school using my GI Bill. I mean yeah it will be a little harder, but I need to live a normal life. I want to see my son grow up. Though the military is a fine choice to because I know I am financially secure and will have great medical coverage for Davyn, but I will never really get to be a mommy to him. I guess both have there pro and cons. What to do?

SiTtInG LiKe A ChAmP

Look at him world! My little man is sitting like a champ. I know he is a little late at 17 months, but Davyn has always done things in his own time. I want to thank my parents Molly and Ray Garza, and Project Tyke in Katy, Tx for working with him. He is doing great, and I am so proud of him. I wish I could be there to see every little milestone, but the Army just doesn't let time permit. I will be back in Oct. 2010 to be reunited with Davyn. I can't wait to see him show off all his "stuff" at that point.